So this is not the happiest of moments for me. I'm SO frustrated and disgusted today. I found out there's a year waiting list to even see the plastic surgeon for a possible abdominoplasty. I just feel like I've done so well with myself and this is the final component. I'm not very patient at all. I've done so much work on myself that I'm frustrated that I still have problems with my skin. I would even just like to know how much I can correct on my own without surgery but I have to wait a freakin' year to find out!

I want to eat healthy and exercise but I've been at a plateau for so long and all the toning has done nothing for the loose skin even though I feel so much healthier and am in the best shape of my life! I feel like I have hit a brick wall!

I'm actually wondering how many people read my blog because I am looking for some suggestions!